Smiles go a Long Way

It's funny to think...
A month ago I was thinking so differently.

With a certain situation, I finally got the guts up to talk.
To do something about it.

Now I'm just...stepping back.

And yet, despite...
I'm happy.
I mean...sure, there are things on my mind.
I'm starting to get the feeling that that web will never go away.

But now...I'm smiling.
I'm recognizing how great my friends are, not just believing it.
I'm truely seeing it at last.

Even one of my friends...
I never expected her to be any more than entertainment.
She's so thick-skulled, angry, argumentative...
and now she's still the same person, but I see her differently.

I'm seeing alot of things differently.

It's beautiful, really.